Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Babies

Lots of babies lately...I have lost track of them lately, as they arrive every few weeks. LL's had his latest, Jane. Beautiful little girl, named after her big sister. Former housemates, work colleagues, former classmates, friends from DC, and friends from the Georgetown crew. Babies being born in the year of the baby.

Do I feel a bit bittersweet about this? Of course. Of course. I have days when I really want to be a mom, and other days, when I am happy I am able to run 10 miles in 1:23:24 (what a time!).  And days when I feel bittersweet about the entire thing.

Maybe next year. Or the year after.  I don't know when, not in ten or eleven years, though! I just want it to be right.  Whenever that may be, if I am blessed and lucky enough.

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